It's a really good start for that discussion on being in that space between asexual and gay.
I'm not going to say that discussion hasn't been had before. In fact, two of my all-time favourite grey-area asexuals are Shades of Grey, who I believe is currently in a long-term same-sex relationship, and the now-quiet Venus, who now identifies as lesbian, but used to identify as asexual.
As an aside, I'm wondering if there are reasons why there are more same-sex oriented asexuals than opposite-sex who define themselves in the space between sexual and asexual and write blogs about it. Maybe we tie in better to queer activism, or maybe queerness gives more of a space to play around with individual sexuality than the layers of gender expectations in heterosexuality. I don't think there's much point speculating, when the count is 3-0, and that's just based on a quick tally of the blogs I could remember. That data's not really going to support anything.
Anyway, a lot of the asexual discussion is quite female-led, especially on the blogs (I never go on AVEN, haven't got LJ and Apositive is always quiet). Generally, there aren't many gendered asexual issues, except for the feminist intersection, but I think the way society compartmentalises people who seem to be gay men and people who seem to be lesbians is very different.
Here follows a list of some of the major ways in which I worry society will react to me as I become openly demihomosexual (well, the major way is that I can't even out myself as demihomosexual without sounding awfully silly).
When I picture myself in relationships (see previous post), as, indeed, in life, I'm often taking on a very feminine role. I imagine myself doing housework, fussing about interior design, loving my fashion, being potentially stone (more on that story later?), staying at home to look after the kids. I'm completely prepared to rock gender-queerness in a relationship with a woman. But it occured to me today that, if I end up in a relationship with a man, all my self-expression will become horribly heteronormative, and I won't be able to do anything without fitting into that idea that every gay relationship has a man and a woman. Ok, actually, reading back through, this is less an asexual issue and more a SlightlyMetaphysical issue, but I have this almost irrational hatred of having my personality judged by gender, and the idea that I'll have to spend my whole life listening to friends crack jokes about 'the womanly one' when I know that who I am is just who I am scares me so much that I almost want to cry. As I said, weird.
But, yeah, people's perceptions can hurt. Not once, but over and over again and it becomes this great big bruise that you live in fear of anyone prodding. I know what it's like from outing myself, for instance, and this'll become even worse if I end up with a boyfriend, because I'll have to out myself invariably if he's ever introduced. As I was saying over at Skeptic's Play (quoting myself from about 5 minutes ago), this is how I imagine my future:
"So, here's my boyfriend."
"I didn't know you were gay."
"Well, actually, I'm not..."
*long, awkward conversation, in which they either find out too much or too little about me*
"Oh, hi. Have you met my boyfriend?"
"Oh! Are you gay?"
*long awkward conversation*
"So, me and my boyfriend are getting pretty serious."
"Cool. I didn't know you were gay."
"I'M NOT GAY!"
*long awkward conversation, in which I have to persuade them I'm not in denial*
The thing which would outweigh this all, though, would be my ability to legitimately yet ironically wear a T-shirt that says "I'm not gay, but my boyfriend is."
And then you do the simple maths. People who are headbangingly stupid about homosexuality + people who are headbangingly stupid about asexuality = an awful lot of people. (Yeah, I know some of them are the same people, but they'll be making the really, really stupid mistakes.)
Anyway. I have a long time to think about this subject- either for the rest of my life, or until I discover that I'm not going to end up with a guy (either through aromanticism or a sudden onset of heteroromanticism). So I'm going to leave this point here for tonight. Again, I don't think I've presented the subject as well as Miller, and he got to all the more relevant points (such as the interaction with the 'scared to be gay' myth) first, so if you haven't already read it, and you somehow expected me to present you with a cogent argument on the intersection between homosexuality and asexuality, well, for once, I can actually oblige. Lucky you.